it's been a while.

things have changed, i have started moving forward. trying to embrace creative freedom is actually scary, there are too many things we can do nowadays, too many things that we can reflect on, but it's not really a bad thing. it has come to a point in my life that i have to stop limiting myself.

i need to grow, and that's what i'm going to do.

life's actually exciting when you think of the things you can do. right now i'm finding inspiration to work on myself, to look forward and create. i've been stagnating, stopping myself from further growth the past few years. it's probably because i've stopped believing in myself when i lost things, dreams, people.

no more.

i just wanna live. i wanna live and do something. the past mattered too much for me that i put aside my future.

yeah yeah, it does sound cheesy, but that's exactly how i feel. i just can't be left behind ;)

i've started apprenticeship with good people helping me out, i've found new inspiration in my life... it's time to start building something new from here on forward.

i probably won't be writing here as much, but i hope this will serve as a good memory. there's just too much to do, so much room to grow.

living is actually fun when you ponder upon it. exciting, scary, and fun.

i can't believe it took me this long to realize this.