how does one throw his whole life away? is it complete resignation from one's tasks and duties? or is it certain irresolution of one's fate?

when one asks, "What drives you?", can you easily answer truthfully? or are you so lost in your existence that all you can answer is... "I don't know."

there are many things to live for, to dream of, to work for. what if you have become so disillusioned that everything becomes nonsensical and confusing?

is there even a possibility that things will go back to normal?